Thursday, January 15, 2009

Rewind <<

I never thought that within a blink of an eye that I would witness everything drop like a falling building. A what seemed like an endless streak of held achievements has become the ashes from an emotional fallout. It always seems to occur to the ones who have no idea, the ones who are completely lost. Unfair, unwanted, why always the ones who only need a simple point in direction? Now hit with a tendency to physically shut down an easily discovered solution these pestering letdowns. One more step is taken crisis by crisis to fall into the abyss of insanity. You then draw the conclusion, without desire there is no pain, without desire there is no depression, without desire there is no discontent, without desire there is no regret, so basic, so simple, so easily erased. Then realization's bitter chill rides the body like a bullet train. without desire there is no happiness, without desire there is no satisfaction, without desire there is nothing......