Sometimes I wish I could hold an unloaded gun to the heads of the ones I despise just to make them panic and suffer fear in it's prime. I wish no harm on anyone as guilt and regret may become a haunting if I was to do so. However, it would be oh so satisfying if I was able to put these people I loathe in a state of terror, watch them beg for life. Never again would they even glance into their thoughts about causing me trouble or discontent.
Maybe I should actually do this, maybe I should avenge myself therefor I will never hold a grudge again. Therefor I will never have a grudge held against me again, then again karma works in obvious ways.
